A Rose with Starry Eyes

{May 18, 2010}   in 10 years


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{April 14, 2010}   paying for surgery
  1. Apply for a credit card, make & pay off monthly purchases to build up a good credit score.
  2. If possible, get a loan from peer-to-peer lending.
  3. Sell your blood plasma to a local clinic 2x a week (max) and possibly be paid in cash. Get $15 to $30 each time, and more if you have been vaccinated for Hep B.
  4. Look into becoming a dominatrix (estimate $200 per hour).
  5. Selling your hair online to make wigs is a possibility; if you choose to, then to sell maximum inches, just shave your head and but a cheap wig from wowwigs.com
  6. Sell your eggs upon turning 18 to any of the companies underneath for minimum $5,000:
    1. The Muasher Center in Virginia will pay you $5,000 to be an egg donor. They will give you fertility drugs to take and requires visits for blood tests and ultrasounds. Egg recovery is a 20-minute procedure.
    2. Conceptual Options will pay egg donors with college degrees over $5,000. They will actually verify your transcripts to confirm your grades. If you are smart you will be on the fast track in their extraordinary egg donor program.
    3. Advanced Fertility Care in Arizona will pay you $3,500 plus provide free health care while you are participating in the program. They are looking for healthy 18- to 30-year-old women living in Arizona.
    4. Genetics & IVF Institute in Washington, DC area is specifically interested in egg donors that have interests in the arts, science and athletics. They provide compensation starting at a minimum of $6000. Your identity will be protected from egg recipients.
    5. Palm Beach Fertility Center in Boca Raton, Florida will pay $4,000 for your egg donation. They are looking for egg donors from 18 to 34 years old. They are looking for women that do not smoke and are not overweight.
    6. Choice Donations in Lakeville, Massachusetts will pay $5,000. They advertise that the process will take 10 to 20 hours for a 4- to 12-week period of time.
    7. Pacific Fertility Center will pay you $7,000 for your first time and $7,500 for repeat donors! In addition they will cover all of your expenses to travel to their clinic in San Francisco, California. This clinic provides all medical care and entire process is handled at their fertility clinic.
      1. This one is excellent because it is not necessary to have proven fertility (no prior pregnancy, abortion, or miscarriage).
      2. They focus on ethnicity, intelligence, and special interests.
      3. Must send in high-quality photos, so perhaps wait until after surgery.
      4. For egg donors traveling from a distance greater than 150 miles, they take care of your travel arrangements and expenses (this includes payment and booking of airfare and lodging), and will reimburse meals (up to $35.00 total per day).
      5. IF you live out of CA, you will have to travel to our clinic up to three times. The third and final time will be for your egg retrieval and plan to stay for about 1 week.
    8. Surro Genesis USA is looking for 21- to 30-year-old egg donors. They will happily pay you $5,000 to $8,000 for your donation. To be an egg donor, you must have blood tests done, take hormones and submit to egg retrieval.
    9. Seattle Reproductive Medicine will pay $3,500 for the first time and $4,000 for repeat donations. They will not accept you as an egg donor if you are overweight, smoke, do not have a high school diploma, have problems with depression or had a tattoo within last year.
    10. A Woman’s Gift based out of Marlton, New Jersey will pay you $5,000 for your egg donation.
    11. Rbaby Surrogacy Services will pay you $3,000 to $6,000 to be an egg donor. If you want to be a surrogate and carry baby full term you may be compensated $18,000 to $30,000. They advertise their company as the gay surrogacy service.

{March 8, 2010}   basic plan

Random Lists; goals, plans, etc.

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{February 10, 2010}   a thought on fasting


How much weight will I lose?

Weight loss can initially be as high as three to four pounds per day, much of it water, but as the fast continues, the average loss will be one pound per day. If you are juice fasting and not losing weight, the juice is supplying all the calories you need. You may have to cut down on the juices or alternate between water fasting and juice fasting if losing weight is part of your goal. The slower your metabolism, the slower the weight loss.

Will I get too thin?

If you are thin or at average weight and you fast for 30 days on juice or 10 days on water, ribs will show, face will become gaunt, friends and family will notice. It is imperative not to eat a lot after the fast because the body will quickly re-gain the lost weight during the next 10 days. Instead, ease yourself onto food by gradually incorporating fruit and veg in your diet. Metabolism is normalized due to the cleansing process. It is very important not to try to gain weight too quickly. The body can rebuild only at a set rate. Overeating will burden the body and undermine the rebuilding process.

Will fasting shrink my stomach?

From years of over-filling the stomach, it is no surprise that the muscles supporting the tummy have lost its natural elasticity, stretched out of shape. People with large protruding stomachs need more food to feel full, out-eating their need. Fasting helps recover the stomach’s natural elasticity, restoring a flat stomach. You will be satisfied on less food, tummy in proportionate size to the body’s caloric requirement.

Absence of Food and State
Fasting refers to the complete absence of Food, only Water.

Short-Term Fasting
In general, fasts should be conducted for no longer than 28 days, with most fasts 21 days or less. Long fats (for more than 42 days), are both unnecessary, and potentially dangerous. A prolonged fast, for more than 2-3 months, is called Starvation! Although most of the ‘miraculous’ benefits of fasting do result from 3-5 days or more but 7-14 days, that’s “healing”. Although days 1-7 are quite beneficial to be sure, days 7-14 are truly tremendous, with the benefits from days 14-21 becoming extreme. Days 21-28 are nothing than a complete regeneration of the body. Literally erasing years of aging. (Where the true “Miracles of fasting” take place).

Medium-Term Fasting
Medium fasts (Between 28-42 days), although certainly possible, and frequently performed by dedicated fasters. The benefits of a 35 day fast are absolutely astonishing!

Fasting and Ketone Bodies
After the third day of a fast, the body begins to make ketone bodies in the liver (Enters ketosis). In the absence of food (Energy), Ketone bodies are produced by the body as an alternate energy source. Normally, ketone levels in the blood are less than 0.2mm. After several days of fasting they approach 3.0mm, and steadily rise thereafter. Importantly, never eat, even an extremely amount of food during a fast. This will quickly shift the body out of ketosis, back to its normal metabolism of glucose (food), decreasing ketone bodies, decreasing growth hormone and increasing hunger.

Fasting and Hunger Levels
The only challenge to fasting, and a challenge for many it is, is completing the first 1-5 days. During days 1-5 hunger levels can flucuate from average, to well above average many actually experience their greatest hunger on day 3 (Just prior to ketosis, when both blood sugar, and ketone body levels, are lowest). After day 3, hunger levels noticeably decrease. After day 5, hunger levels, and the “desire” for food in general (So strong initially), dramatically decrease. After day 10, hunger levels, for the most part, are non-existent.

Fasting and Energy Levels
During days 1-5, energy levels can fluctuate from average to well below average (Feeling light headed, at times, is not uncommon). During days 5-10, energy levels very noticeably improve after day 10, with sharply elevated levels of both growth hormone, and ketone bodies, energy levels are tremendous, as is mental clarity.

Fasting and Weight Loss
Expect (in general) to lose 1 pound each day of fasting!

Fasting and Starvation
Contrary to what many people believe, fasting is not starvation. During the fast, the body is breaking down the non-essential tissue (Fat) for energy. While conserving essential tissue. Starvation, is the point where the body has used up all of its non-essential tissues (Reserves) ,and begins to break down its own essential tissues. This point (The point of starvation), even for the average individual (Of normal weight), takes quite some time to reach (Some 42 days or more).

Fasting and severely restrictive diets
Prolonged, severely restrictive diets are extremely unhealthy, in many cases, even life threatening. Unlike fasting, the body never completely enters ketosis (A fundamental process in sparing essential tissue from breaking down). The result, severely restrictive diets cause the body to lose a much greater percentage of lean body tissue (Essential tissue) than a complete fast. Over time (Once body reserves become dangerously low), lean body tissue (Essential tissue) eventually become used as an energy source. Prolonged, severely restrictive diets, are essentially just a slow form of starvation.

Fasting and Calorie Restriction
Calorie restricted (10-30%) diets are extremely healthy. Unlike severely restricted diets, the bodies energy (Food) needs are restricted just enough to result in sharply elevated levels of growth hormone, while eliminating the need to break down essential tissues.

Recommended Fasting Schedule
Definitely include short-term fasting (1-28 days) into your schedule. Your body will begin to literally “grow younger” before your eyes, especially, after day 10.

Discipline and Determination
Suppressing hunger (During days 1-5), one of life’s greatest drives, is not easy for most! Eliminating food (During the fasting period), one of life’s greatest pleasures, is not easy for most! However, those that have the discipline, and determination, will have tremendous to extreme healthy benefits awaiting them!

No Pain No Gain
With the exceptions of days 1-5, particularly day 3, fasting is not nearly as difficult as one might imagine (In fact, after day 10, quite pleasurable). Remember too, exercise (Discussed next), also associated with some degree of self sacrifice to promote health, pales in comparison to fasting in terms of health benefits. In fact, one could perform 1-3 annual (14-28) fasts, or calorie restrict (10-30%), never exercise again, and achieve a state of health that no form or amount of exercise could ever accomplish.

The good and bad on fasting:

  • it focuses the body on burning up and clearing toxins.
  • Its great for loosing weight!!!
  • Breaks down cancer cells and other illnesses
  • Also breaks down….built up chemicals, BODY FAT, and transformed fatty acids.
  1. you have to drink 8-10 glasses of water a day
  2. you have to stay exercise as your body gets weak
  3. You will suffer from dizziness, especially when getting up from sitting or laying down,
  4. May cause black outs if you go for a long fast
  5. Juice fast can cause extreme bowl movement.
  6. Take a multi-vitamin as the body may lack in this area.


  • This will mainly benefit people with a low metabolism, as it gathers lots of energy and then will find it easier compared to lower metabolism who will lose energy and probably feel drowned out.
  • Water dieting is one long detoxification, the long detox.
  • Water fasting demands mental preparation, clear your calendar for the amount of days your planning to fast for.
  • Water fasting is proven to be more difficult then juice fasting as the body is getting no calories or nutrients.


  • There are a lot of nutrients in fresh juice that energizes the body’s natural regenerative abilities.
  • This system of removing waste and supply a full spectrum of nutrients has an advantage of over weight loss program
  • Drinking less juice supplies fewer calories therefore increasing detoxification.
  • Juice diet drinks include: fresh juice, herbal tea, vegetable broth, and Barley green/water.


  • Water. We absolutely must drink water to survive, and it has zero calories, so there’s no excuse to not drink it. As we typically get much of our water content from foods, when we reduce food intake we begin to dehydrate ourselves, which is dangerous. Also, cold water chills the body and may raise metabolism to get warm again.
  • Vitamins and minerals. We must have these, too, to survive and so againg there’s no reason not to take at least a daily multivitamin (which may help reduce some cravings as well). Vitamins are vital in keeping our bodies functioning and our skin, hair, teeth nice. Particularly be aware of electrolytes(potassium, magnesium, salt, along w/ water balance) and calcium.
  • Protein. Protein is necessary, particularly if you’re exercising. It maintains and repairs our muscles, including heart muscle, which is (last i heard) kind of a requisite for continued survival.
  • Caffeine. While caffeine can be an appetite supressant and can increase your metabolism, it will also act as a diuretic. Drink a glass of water for each cup of tea, coffee, or diet soda you have. Again, dehydration is a potentially serious problem.
  • Get plenty of sleep. Steal naps whenever you can and rest when you need to rest. Sleep deprivation increases appetite and makes you age faster.

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