A Rose with Starry Eyes











{February 14, 2010}   who is ana to me?

For me, it used be Kiera Knightley. she was SO gorgeous, especially after Pirates of the Caribean: Dead man’s Chest. The most exquisite bone structure, the best career, and such admirable self-control. (She claims to be naturally slim, but there are laineygossip rumors about her “indulgences” (meaning cocaine) and possible bulimia (because her jaw sticks out rather a lot, which according to doctors can be a sign of regular, forced vomiting.)

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For a while I considered Lily Allen, who is obviously dealing with BDD and crash-dieting as well as cocaine usage (parallels to adderall), but she’s kind of an ass and never makes any REAL progress.

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Now my image of ana is me but thinner, with insanely concave cheekbones, collarbones that jut out a little bit, lean non-chubbsy legs, a tiny waist, etc. The way I’d love to look on camera.



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